Chap 15 (The Final)

Chapter 15

Chae Rim give warm smile when she saw the man that standing in front of her door with a bunch of daisy her favorite flower, but the man just frown his eyebrow.
“Aigoo, what this? Where is your chubby cheek?” he says while looking at her without blinking.
“Are you loosing weight? Did I tell you that I love your chubby cheek?” he says again while entering Chae Rim apartment
“Oppa…” Chae Rim pout with cute gaze
“Are you missed me that much, till you lost your weight?” he grin
“I am miss you, but I’m not loose weight, I’m just get older” Chae Rim say while follow him to the living room
“Chincha? Let me look at you?” he look at her closely
“Yea, I think so, I see wrinkle here and there” he say while pointing part of her face
“Oppa…” Chae Rim hit his arm, and he giggle saw Chae Rim whined cutely annoyed by his joke
“Hey, are you crying?” he ask suspiciously while looking at her eyes
“No, it just some thing get to my eyes” she smile and rubs her eyes, try not to make him more suspicious, she doesn’t want him to know what she feel inside her heart.
“Here, your favorite, congratulation, finally you have your own shoes line, I’m proud of you” he give her the flower, and she except it with big smile
“Thank you oppa”
“Now, can you made me ginger tea? I missed that a lots” He smirk
“Oke, take a sit, it wont take long” Chae Rim walk to the kitchen with the flower

He sit on the sofa comfortably, he look around the living room, the atmosphere are new, since it her new place, but he still can feel the cozy, the comfortable that he still remember, the comfortable that he misses for almost over than two years as long he served the army, and most of all her presence that he missed.
He frown his forehead when his eyes catch a picture on her laptop, he get up and walk forward to her working table to get better look, it her picture with a man, a man that kind of familiar. He played the video from the start, and he saw other picture of her and that guy, a young guy, his dongsaeng from the world of idol. The picture show how intimate they are, there are a hurts feeling inside him, a small piece of jealousy, that still left from the past, even tho this time they more close, more comfortable to one another as a brother and sister, but he still can’t deny that manly jealousy when he saw that picture.
Eric stop the video, he sigh, he did not expect this, he expect something sweet for his yearning. And at that time he accidentally open the email, he sigh when he read the email,
“I know it” he murmur, and then walk to the kitchen, he just realized, that he saw her eyes look a little red, as well with her nose.

“Are you crying?” he ask gently while round his hand over Chae Rim shoulder that boiled some water with tea and ginger
“Did I told you, no?” she answer shortly without looking
“Tell me” he turned her body so now they face to face
“Is he the one who make you cried?” Eric look at Chae Rim right in the eyes
“He who?” Chae Rim act blur, she just realize that she forgot to close his email, and the video that he made.
“The idol that on the picture with you”
Chae Rim lower her face, she close her eyes, and sigh. She didn’t answer, she just turn her face back to the tea that she making. and for him that was the answer.
“Is he?” Eric ask again, Chae Rim can sense a jealousy on his voice tone,
“What make you think that he the one who make me cry?” Chae Rim ask Eric back while turn off the stove and replace the tea from the pot to the glasses clear tea pot
“I don’t know, I just feel it, that he’s the one behind your tears” he raised his shoulder with smirk
“It’s me oppa, I cry b’cos of my self” Chae Rim sigh and served the tea to Eric. They sit at small dinning table next the kitchen.
“You know oppa, that I always think that idol not made for me, I always do” Chae Rim say in amusement
“They to complicated for me, to many rules, to many antis fans, to much pressure, I hate it” Eric listening patiently, she say it all the reason that he have listen once in a years ago, the reason that she use to broke up with him. Well maybe it can’t say broke up cos broke up for a couple, and they just do short of date.
“And him? He just such an annoying dongsaeng, bugging me over an ice cream mix, sending me weird text message, give me surprise visit, make me feel sympathy with the same old idol story, and amaze me at the same time with his confidence, warm, friendly smile. When I saw so many young idol look shy and try to look cute this days, but he not, he just so confidence. Da*mn, why he has to be so confidence, make me lost my sight at him as a dongsaeng, and his smile…...” tears start falling from the corner of her eyes.
“I try to ignore it, I try to avoid it, but my heart won’t compromise. I think every thing will be oke, as long he doesn’t know about what I feel to him. Then he come, telling me, convince me that he love me. And I feel this fear, I try to deny it, cos I’m still try to hold on to my believe that an idol not made for me, they to complicated for my comfortable life, but my heart keep betrayal me, I cant take him out of my mind, na oetoeke hajyo, Eric oppa?” Char Rim wipe her tears.
Eric get up from his sit, then he take Chae Rim to his embrace.
“Ireon babo, you stupid girl” Eric pat Chae Rim hair, he enjoy that moment, when he can held her in his embrace, sense her scent, even just as a brother, he still thankful cos he still can feel it that his presence still special for her. He wipe her last tears, and smile warmly,
“Did Hwang Bo know about this? Cos that guy were Hyun Joong member right?” Erick ask carefully.
“Yup” Chae Rim nod
“For how long both of you have bean date” he really need to ask this for his little pieces of jealousy
“Well, we not officially date yet, cos I ask him to give me time to convince my self” Chae Rim still lower her face, she doesn’t dare to look to Eric eyes.
“So you in the same ship as Hwang Bo, huh? Hooked up with young idol?” Eric chuckle
“Aish oppa, you think it funny, huh?” Chae Rim glare
“Chincha oppa, utgida sileo. It’s not funny, I’m confused” Chae Rim pout
“Araso, araso, you not confused when you make a decisions to rejected me, and now you confused. Lucky him” Eric sit next to Chae Rim
“Are you jealous, oppa?” Chae Rim gaze
“If I say yes, what will you do?” Eric give a thin smile
“Mianhae oppa” Chae Rim says softly
“Mian piryoeopsseumnida, don’t fell sorry, I like the way we are now” he smile widely, make Chae Rim feel more calm
“So, what will you do? It look like he really love you, and still waiting for you” Eric says
“If you really have the same feeling as him, give him a chance then, he look like really a nice guy, beside idol not different with any other human, we just lucky have an opportunity to be some one famous for what we do”
“You know, Rim-ah? I believe you able to handle everything, cos you are strong girl, look, you live here by your self, and you doing it really well, I’m proud of you, and him? He will feel the same too. So if you love him, give him a chance. Beside, without you realize it, actually you are part of the idol world since you have bean friend with them, being friend with most famous Korean idol group ever ‘SHINHWA’” Eric grin
“Oh my god oppa, you are so right” Chae Rim make a face, and they laugh together
“Now, feeling better?” Eric ask with warm smile, Chae Rim nod
“Good, now go change, cos the others wait for us” Eric pat Chae Rim shoulder
“Where?” Chae Rim ask
“Don’t ask, just do what I say” Eric grin
Chae Rim not ask anymore, and do what Eric ask her to.

At other part

Jung Min about to out from his car, but then he take his step back when he saw Eric out from the building and followed by Chae Rim. He feel breathless when he saw Chae Rim gaze with a smile when Eric open the car door for her. Suddenly he feel his face heated like its burning, he lump his palm really hard, his jaw tighten, he feel an anger inside his head, inside his heart. He turn on the engine, and step the gas, he ride his car not far from Eric car, he follow them.
His mind running here and there when he saw Eric and Chae Rim enter one of five star hotel, but he still try to hold his self not to step on them, he have to make sure what will they do, he follow them to the hotel.
They not stop at the receptionist, but head to the elevator, da*mn now how he find out which room they stay. He looked at the receptionist, he can ask them, but then again that can be stupid idea, he snort in anger.
Why he have to appear? What is he doing with her? What are they doing in the hotel?
He closed his eyes, once again his mind run here and there. At the time he feel the buzz from his phone, he look at the caller id, it Hyun Joong.
“Yes, hyung” Jung Min try to talk in calm tone
“I just remind you that we have to practice in fifteen minute” Hyun Joong say from the cross line
“Araso” then he hang up the phone, he take deep breath and blow it hard, he step out from the hotel, back to his car. He take a look to the hotel one more time before he leave.

Did she say that they just like brother and sister, but why they come to hotel? What did they do? Its out of the clue, and he so pissed off cos not able to know why. Da*mn, he curse.
he take a look the hotel one more time before he leave

At other part

Jung min smile widely when he saw Hwang Bo, but then it turn in to cold stare when he see a girl behind her back. The girl warm smile change in to disappointment gaze when she get his reaction, she sigh, and enter Double S dorm in hesitant step.

Jung Min coldness toward Chae Rim make the atmosphere at the dinning table a little beat awkward. And no one know why Jung Min so cold toward Chae Rim, when they see her earlier they though Jung Min will be happy, cos finally he able to see the girl that he bean longing for more than two month. And that cold and ignoring behavior is so not him.

“Chae Rim-ah, don’t you have something to given to Jung Min?” Hwang Bo says try to break the ice between them
“Oh, that right” Chae Rim answer awkwardly, and took out the paper bag that she brought from under the table, but before Chae Rim says anything, Jung Min drag her to his room, and lock it from inside. He no longer able to hold his anger.
“Ya! Tell me, what am I for you, huh? And that night? Is that just one night stand for you?” Jung Min burst out his anger that has bean hold for almost tree night and two days
“What are you talking about? And please lower your voice, they can hear you” Chae Rim says startled with Jung Min anger, she put her hand on chest, Jung Min look scary
“I don’t care, let them hear it” Jung Min sited Chae Rim on his bed
“Tell me, what are you doing with him in the hotel?” Jung Min ask again still in angry tone
“Him who?” Chae Rim ask confused
“So that it, you ask for time to think, cos his back now, and you need time to consider to back with him again or not? What am I for you? A boy toy?”
“What?!!” Chae Rim stand up
“How low is your mind, I come her to give you this, and tell you that I want to be with you, b’cos I love you, I miss you!” Chae Rim shout in tremble voice, tears start falling from the corner of her eyes, and pushed the paper bag that she bring to Jung Min chest, and make him startled,
“And if him that you mention is Eric oppa, let me tell you something, that night he take me to the LOUNGE at the second floor of the HOTEL, to gather with Andy oppa, Min Woo oppa, and Solby, to congratulate me cos finally I can have MY OWN LINE, something that I’m about to tell you too! There, i hope you satisfied” Chae Rim cover her face with both of her hands, she cry more hard
Jung Min took out the box from the paper bag, and open it, he saw dark brown lather shoes, there also a small card with the same picture with the first card, but the balloon colored red and not yellow.
*Mr. sexy-charisma, I miss you*
Guilt attacking Jung Min right away, he look at Chae Rim with regret eyes, he feel so stupid, how come he shout that hard to the woman he love?
Jung Min put the shoes on the bed, then take Chae Rim to his embrace, then kiss her hair
“Mianhae little noona, I’m so sorry” Jung Min hold Chae Rim tight then loosen up, he sit at the age of his bed, and sited her on his lap, wipe her tears,
“I’m sorry, I’m just jealous guy, and desperately missed you” Jung Min round Chae Rim hands on his neck, his voice was gentle, and he look at her with full of regret eyes,
“That night I’m about to see you, cos I miss you so much, but then I saw you and him out, and I follow you, I’m so mad when I saw you entered the hotel and lost you, and I lost my mind” Jung Min lay his head at Chae Rim shoulder, he explain his anger. Jung Min take a look to Chae Rim and smile, her eyes was red and swallowed but the way she look at him like a puppy, and Jung Min found it cute, he wipe the last drop of her tears.
“Sorry, I’m make you scared and cry, but you really make me frustrated” Jung Min says while flatter Chae Rim cheeks and kiss it for a glance softly,
“So, they choose your design?” Jung Min ask with excitement, Chae Rim just nod, still not able answer his question properly, she still in shock.
“I’m so proud of you! We have to celebrate it, I know you will make it” Jung Min pinch Chae Rim nose
“I design that shoes too, my first man shoes design, and it’s for you” Chae Rim says with husky voice,
“Chincha?” Jung Min eyes widen cos of excitement
“mhmm, if you look carefully you will see a horse mark on one of the side, and I want you the first who have it” Chae Rim explain
“Thank you, I wont make you cry again, I promise, even tho you doesn’t want me to, I will still do it, promise not to make you cry again” Jung Min smile sincerely
“Am I forgiven?” Jung Min give her regret look again, and Chae Rim nod like a little child.
“So, you really want to be with me? To be my girl?” Jung Min ask another questions along with bid satisfied smile, and again Chae Rim answered it with nod,
“So that meant we are official now?” Jung Min asked another question with grin, Chae Rim nod again.
“You should thanks Eric oppa, cos he the one who incourage me to give you the chance, and Hwang Bo unnie too” Chae Rim pout
“And don’t jealous over him, his your brother in-law” Chae Rim give cute gaze
“Araso….araso” Jung Min give Chae Rim a glance of kiss this time on her lips
“Now, let eat, I’m hungry” Jung Min says
“Do you think they left the food for us?” Chae Rim ask
“They will, trust me they not even eat it yet” Jung Min answer half whispered with smirk

At another part out of the door

Every one just looking to each other when saw Jung Min drag Chae Rim to his room, when day heard the door closed, without any command, they took a step to Jung Min room door, and start putting they ears on it. They looked to each other when they heard Jung Min first shout.
“One night stand?” Hyung Joon murmur while looking to Hyun Joong and Hwang Bo who stand side by side next to him, make Hwang Bo blush, and Yeong Saeng smack his head,
“ouch” Hyung Joon grown without sound and gaze to Yeong Saeng, and Yeong Saeng give him sharp glare.
“Hotel?” Kyu Jong whispering while looking to the others
“Who is him?” Hyung Joon whispering also while looking to the others, but no one answered it they just looking to each other, now they find out the reason behind Jung Min unusual behavior.
“She back with who?” this time Hyun Joong who whispering while looking to Hwang Bo, when Jung Min shout for the third time, but Hwang Bo just raised her shoulder, she out of the clue either.
They all make a face when they heard what Chae Rim says, and once again Hyung Joon ask, this time he look to Hwang Bo directly,
“What did she give?”
“Shoes” Hwang Bo answer it almost without sound
“She designed it” Hwang Bo continue her answer
“Ahh….” Hyung Joon mouth open widely and nod his head a couple of time, and put back his ear on the door, and they heard Chae Rim cry, they expression change in to concern, they never though that Jealous Jung Min more scary than usual.
And they heard Chae Rim mentioning Eric name, they frowned, and when Chae Rim finish her words they face turn to disbelieve and all the four man look at Hwang Bo with questioning look, than change in to amaze look, when Hwang Bo nod answering they questions look, and frown again when they heard the sound of Chae Rim crying.
They were like little child who’s curious with the secret behind the door of the witch house, like in the children movie. So childish, but they enjoy it. They continue sneak ears, they breath in relieve when they heard Jung Min voice calmer, and apologize to Chae Rim, and they wry every time they heard Jung Min mushy words, but except for Yeong Saeng, he look so interested, well maybe he need it to add to his list, he is the love guru anyway.

“How do you know they not eat it yet?” Chae Rim ask in confused
Jung Min put his ear on the door, then make a sign with his finger to Chae Rim to do the same, and Chae Rim follow him, she put her ears on the door. Then Jung Min un lock the key hardly, and then they heard steps in a rush a way from the door. Jung Min smirk to Chae Rim,
Chae Rim take of her ear, her eyes widen, she almost drop her jaw.
“Omo, they heard all that we talk about? Naoetoeke? How do I face them, I’m so embarrassed” Chae Rim pout almost cry
“Why you have to feel embarrassed? Just pretend that you don’t know that they know” Jung Min look at Chae Rim with convincing eyes
“How do I do that, I already know that they know?” Chae Rim ask again
“Dis I told you to pretend that you don’t know that they know? C’mon, before they really eat all the food” once again Jung Min drag Chae Rim, but this time out from the room and head to the dinning room.
Chae Rim nervous

When they heard the sound of un lock door, they take fast step back to the dinning room, and start eating the food that they prepare before, and act blur when they see Jung Min and Chae Rim enter the dinning room, and join them in happy moods,

“See? What I told you?” Jung Min whisper to Chae Rim, and gaze to him shyly
“It’s look like everything doing well between you two” Hyun Joong says while put some rice to his mouth
“It is, we are a couple now” Jung Min says while embrace Chae Rim, make her shy, and the others turn in to hyper, they shout and clapping they hands

And Jung Min really like to show off,
“Stop it will you, she can eat by her self” Hwang Bo says when she see Jung Min feed Chae Rim again, and again.
“You just jealous, why don’t you just ask your boyfriend here to feed you” Jung Min roll his eyes, Hwang Bo chuckle in embarrassment,
“I’m not feeding, but feed” Hyun Joong Says flatly make Hwang Bo laugh, Chae Rim chuckle and almost get choke, Jung Min wry, and the rest just smile.

At other part

“Chincha Chae Rim-ah, that ring, I saw it before” Tae Hee says while looking to the ring on Chae Rim left ring finger. Chae Rim just smile.
“So, you have a boyfriend now? Maybe we should go out together for double date, I want to see him, is he that weird songsaeng?” Tae Hee says again with grin, Chae Rim smile mysteriously

Chae Rim looking at the celtic design cartier silver ring, that round at her finger. She smile proudly, Jung Min give it to her tree months a go, a month after they officially become a couple, his wide ear to ear smile keep rolling on her mind every time she see that ring.
They just finish dinner, celebration dinner for her succeed have her own shoesline, and for they one month celebration as a couple. Chae Rim sit on the floor, and Jung Min lar down, with his head lay on her lap, he really like to do that.
“I have something for you” he said while took out a little silver box from his pocket, and open it. Chae Rim heart pounding when he saw the silver ring on it, she lost her words, she never had couple ring.
“It’s a couple ring, look I’m wearing it” he show his left hand ring finger.
He took out the ring from the box, and put it on Chae Rim left hand ring finger, and then hold her hand on his chest,
“Thank you for the chance that you given to me, and I’m sorry, b’cos maybe I can’t give you proper date, just like the other man do. I can’t treat you like the other girl, where they can walk out on the street holding they boyfriend hands, show off to the world, mean while you have to keep it as a secret. And the fact that we have so little time to be able together, but if I had the chance to give all dream date that you have, I will be very happy to do it” Jung Min look at her dearly.
Chae Rim tears start falling from the corner of her eyes. She made the right decisions that night. When she call Hwang Bo and ask her favor to help her to see him, to told him, that she want to give him a chance, give her self a chance, give them self a chance to walk down the road together, take all the chance, and face all the risk.
She kiss him softly, she fell lucky to have him, and thankful, cos she know, even the road that they have to take wont easy, even tho he will not always be there for her, she know, he won’t leave her.
“Aww…I make you cry again” he get up and sit in front of her, wipe her tears, and cup her face,
“I’m sorry, I’m just to happy, thank you” she said while try to hold her tears
He smile and give her a kiss

Chae Rim amusement awaken, by Rossi voice,
“Every one, can I have your intentions please”
The office become noise when all the staff from the design department see the people behind Rossi, Tae Hee eyes almost pop out, and her jaw almost drop, and Chae Rim look startle, she look surprise. Rossi introduce them after the situations calm.
“People I like to introduce you all to our new image for the man collections, they are one of Korean best idol group, SS501” then Rossi a lowed them to introduce them self,
“This is design department, there are five designer here, and I believe one of you already know her, this is Han Chae Rim one of our best designer, and next year she will work for her own female shoe line, but still under our company” Cahe Rim bow. And greet them after Rossi introduce her. She saw Jung Min smile widely, he look so excited, look so satisfied cos manage to surprise her. He didn’t say anything last night when they chat in msn, he says that they return being canceled.
Jung Min smile playfully when he saw Chae Rim gaze.
“Oke people, thank you for your time, now back to work” Rossi sys after finish introduce all the staff, and lead Double S out from the office, and leave the noise from the female staff, specially they die hard fans Tae Hee.
“Now, I remember, your ring look like Park Jung Min ring!” she shout while looking to the ring, then she pause, and looking at Chae Rim wit suspicious look,
“He not your boyfriend right?” and at that moment Chae Rim feel the buzz from her pocket, a new message, from him. Chae Rim ignoring Tae Hee, she just type her replay.
~What’s your plan for the night?~
~Watching P.S I love you again~
~Do you like some popcorn?~
~I’m not in the mood for popcorn~
~How about soda?~
~I drink a cane of cold beer when I’m watching movie~
~I have wine~
~ Wine sound good~
~Don’t start without me then, and I miss you~
Chae Rim smile when reading his message, and then look at Tae Hee, that still bugging her with the questions,
“You not date Park Jung Min, right?”
“Park Jung Min?” Chae Rim look at Tae Hee plainly, Tae Hee pause again while looking at Chae Rim, and studying her face. Then she said
“Mhmm, nah, I think you not” Tae Hee shook her head and wry
*Yes, I’m his girlfriend*
Chae Rim says in her mind, she grin to Tae Hee.
THE END

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